yea. its extrmely stressful for me to be around his drinking. yelling at the top of his lungs being verbally aggressive and acting reckless.
then he goes and drives to work. i worry.
he almost died twice.
i was the only one there
then the 2nd time had to have literal blood on me from him having a drunken falling over accident.
just..blood coming out of his head...split open
i had on a 100% white shirt.
just turned red.

and yea i recognize the wording
im evasive when mental health pros ask me
i know it too well.
im able to sidestep them

just a lot of stress.
a LOT.