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May 14, 2012, 02:14 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2008
Location: Scotland, UK
Posts: 5,275
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I am naturally more manic than depressed. BP1  I smile cause I dread the depression which is really bad for me. At the moment I am in sheer depression and have been for over a month. I see no end at the moment. For me mania is good, bad and ugly all wrapped in 1. I use to just be really happy and chirpy and life was brilliant. Then I started suffering delusions, paranoia, hearing/seeing things. Then I find mania is not my friend. As much as I like to think it is. I have gotten myself into loads of trouble because of the mania. The worst bit for me is the fact when I am hypo-manic or manic I think I have special powers and am a super hero and think I am invisible. Oh yeah!!!! Traffic is my best friend there and I try as much as I can to try and get "knocked" down as I think I can bounce back from it unharmed. Ye pretty stupid huh!
Mania can be both fun and bad. But depression is just sheer badness
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