fishsandwhich-- my heart goes out to you today. sounds like relapse situation to me. would it be possible to re-take the exams at another scheduled date. when you have less stress in your life and are better prepared. A new day offers new hope. Don't you ever give up. If this is your dream to become a civil litigation lawyer, they you will definitely need a thick skin to get thru it all. good luck, sorry for the setbacks today. stress is managable. Be inwardly peaceful by taking a litttle time in nature, quiet time just for you, lock the bathroom door and taking a ten-minute bath. it helps to balance the noise and confusion that has taken over your day. then re-group. hope this helps.