3 years and 1 month (as of yesterday) is the longest period of time I've been out of a committed relationship.

The first three years +, I was grieving terribly and time was just slipping away. I couldn't imagine being with anyone else - ever.

It is just in the past week that I've actually felt an attraction to someone.

It's weird.

I don't have any plans on acting on it. But it's nice to actually feel something.

(before that, it was 20 years - my very first real bf )