I won't go back to a general hospital ER that cost a lot of money, gave me no services and sent me on my way. I will, however, go to a private psychiatric hospital if i can get in. I have no insurance so I have to convince them I can pay. I have about $2500 in the bank, and I think I can go up to $6-8K on my credit cards and after that I can borrow from someone I'm sure. I'm on the phone with them right but they put me on hold.