Thanks for those posts ^-^, I've been considering the Zoloft for a few days. I just get really shaky when thinking about it messing with my mind and all. And some part of my mind just screams that its not worth it because the world won't change even if I take that. Maybe it will make me 'better' but still I'll know what I've thought about before >< ah ah ah this is really embarrassing lol. Thanks again haha..