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Originally Posted by CantExplain
Did he give you any advanced warning?
A T working to a deadline needs to be careful that he doesn't open a wound he won't have time to close.
And that's why I blame your T.
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No. I came in one week, the week after my terrible confession, and he told me that our current session that we were sitting in would be our last session alone.
Our next session after THAT was with him AND new T.
At the very end of that session (with both him AND new T, the last time I saw him) I asked, to double check our previously discussed plan, that he would contact me when he was done getting licensed (around the end of July was the projected time) so I could switch back to him.
He started backpedaling and said that he didn't know what was going to happen, he didn't know how long it was going to take, he really wanted me to try to make it work with New T, because there was a possibility he would get a promotion at his current job (as a case worker) and he might not do private therapy.
I went outside and cried for a few minutes, but I was too mad so I came back in as New T was leaving and demanded to speak with him for a few minutes. And I got him to promise to send me an email and tell me what he was doing so I could switch back to him IF he decided to be a T, and so at least I would know if he decided NOT to be a T. He said okay. I'm getting mad, thinking about it, all over again.