When I first started reading about transference, one of the first things I found was a post written by someone who wanted to SUI in his therapist's living room. I FREAKED. I went from feeling a little too obsessive to OMG I AM GOING TO WANT TO SUI IN HIS LIVING ROOM!! THAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN!! ACK! WORRY WORRY WORRY!! It is funny now, but it DEFINITELY wasn't funny at the time.
I do see things here that bother me as well. I figure it is often because I'm being pinched right in the center of my overgrown dismissive avoidance. Not always, but some of the time. It doesn't bother me like it used to. I do back out of threads that squick me out.
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