suga! I'm reallly glad to see you again, it's been so long. Sorry you are feeling out of sorts. With the work, could it be that it kind of *is* hamster-wheelish in and of itself lately? Wondering because just recently this kind of thing has been in mind, as I had a kind of revelation about the nature of my work and its "rewards" that made me kick it back a notch, "just going along". Distraction from spending too much time inside one's own mind does have its place -- have you been able to spend time with your horse much lately?
I hope you get to feeling better soon. Maybe there *is* a touch of lingering depression(?) Seems possible if it's just been a few days with the Wellbutrin adjustment... (You had been on it before, had you been recently and it was upped, or had you been off it and started again?)
Much