Illegal Toilet, nope, no lazyness, but it's OK you brought this issue, so we can deal with it. I know some people would say: "huh, depression? No, it was lazyness." That's also why I don't want to put that on my CV.

I have gaps because depression made everything look bleak in my mind, even if it wasn't. Anyway, I do not things I should rest when others are working. It's clear from my question that I want to re-enter the work market, and that I'm searching for the best way to it.