Sigh. Things have settled down a bit now, and now one of my fears is that I will let my guard down too far and open myself up to be hurt more than I would normally. Normally? What's that???

Anyway. I've had fit with sleep and lack of it this last week. Fatigue is my enemy. I'm forcing myself to go eat each day. Today a group of young bball players came into the restaurant, and roughhousing nearby, they knocked over their pitcher of soda and two large teens jumped up at the same time, backing their chairs into my table... I also jumped... and this pulled my muscles... and bones out of place...I'm guessing the illia... since the pain went searing down my (left)leg... still. I hobbled home and put heat on the muscles and then ice and the TENS...my hamstring aches too... the pain is tolerable...but without sleep my muscles will pull taut more and and and...

just because I decided to eat.

The first tropical depression of the season is approaching... sigh I'm not ready.