i put a trigger cause its about religion. and if this is in the wrong spot, i apologize...wasnt sure where to post it.
for those here that are religious.....i am so uncomfortable by intimacy that i cant even pray. i want to but i just cant. that should be like the ultimate safe relationship right? but i get all embarassed and scared. really struggling, really? embarassed of god being close? is that ridiculous? T is pretty religious but i cant even imagine bringing that up..that is like WAY deep conversation.
how in the world do you become sooooo uncomfortable by closeness and deepness and all those ewwww things that wig me out?!?!?!?!?!
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