I'm 45, been married 19yrs. Last night my husband said he wanted to live alone. I work a minimum wage job, I have no car. I can't stay somewhere that I'm not wanted.I have been off my meds for 2 months, thought I was doing ok. I'm completely lost, I can't stop crying. I'm not sure why I'm writing this, I guess, I'm very afraid. My family are all some distance away, I'm completely alone.