I have tried to commit suicide, an only failed because i vomited up the 200 effexor capsules, when i drank vodka to wash it down, no letters of goodbye or im sorry letters i ment it . After i was admitted to mental hospital the shrink said to me, if you had killed yourself you would have killed your wife an kids inside for ever, you would leave behind a bigger mess that you have ever been in. Its called shock tactics .HEY IT WORKED ON ME