Okay, people have dismissed this quit a few times, but it really seems to be a problem with me. I'll start going out with a guy, and i'll start to really like him. But all the time everyday, i feel like im fighting those feelings, i fight them until i realize how very much i like the person, and once i realize how much i like the person, my brain just shuts it off. Its just all of a sudden not there anymore... i feel disappointed when it happens, like, "hey! I really liked the person!" and i want everytime so much for it to come back, then i end up giving up and dumping the guy im with. And it makes me feel HORRIBLE what i've put people through. So then i gave up for a year, and someone managed to win my heart, but i had a major struggle to get him. I went through so much, and now a month after we've started going out, i shut off again. And i'm trying so hard to get it back, like to put myself back into the frame of mind when i was head over heels for him. I feel like after this one, i'm not going to try for a very very very long time. Last time was a year, but this time, im positive i'll have set myself back at least 5. I don't know what to do about it!
~Julie