Kelli, I'm really really sorry to hear this.
Yes do you have family that could help you out, even with emotional support? Or any friends? Do you have a therapist?
Of course we will support you here in any way we can. Ending a relationship is never easy, especially a long marriage. (((hugs))) keep posting here, you've got us to lean on. I know it's scary and all the " how am I going to do this on my own" fears can be terrifying, but you can do it.
Keeping you in my thoughts. Xox