[quote=ColourBars;2348800]I have stopped seeing my T since last month. I have seen them for over a year before ending the sessions.

I'm thinking I'm feeling pretty stable and on top of things but **** I still get waves of these really intense feelings of just self-hatred, anger and then getting pretty depressed.


I know where they come from. Whenever I see one of my peers in the program I'm in, produce something really great and spectacular, or show off equipment they have that's really cool - I just get all angry at myself and bummed out.

I feel like I'm never going to be good enough. That even if I practice, save up to buy equipment and review a whole bunch of tutorials and stuff, I'll never be good enough compared to everyone else.

comparison is the basis of all misery