Thanks everyone, checking in. Wow, what a mess I am. I lost my therapist and Dr. due to no transportation, so, it was kind of me just telling myself, I can do it, without meds.
Been a really rocky road. I'm hurting so bad, I can't even explain, thank you for listening. You are all I have, family is far away.Never really had a lot of friends, I think thats that bipolar thing, ugh!!; Kind of taking it minute by minute now. Communication does help, thanks again.