i just talked to him and we did break up. He has walls built up himself and some of the ways i act caused him to start putting them back up. I asked if he can be open minded and hang out with me when i start getting help. he said i seemed like the most confident person in the world and awesome and then all of a sudden i switched and became so insecure and all i did was worry. He doesn't know if that is what made him feel the way he feels or if is that we just aren't good together. but in my heart i feel like everything would have been ok if i didn't become like this. he agreed to hang out as friends at times, so maybe when i get better he will see me for me and not this over emotional person that can't stop crying.
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