..im not leaving my dad i cant.
hes 65 and he has a life behind him
my mother is like bpd style kind of person she cleaned my dad out and divorced him when i was 15. took everything. im all he has too. i mean i was there when we were practically homeless. he got cleaned out by my mom and we had enough money fpr a new house to move but not enough for water/electrical for a few months. we slept in the house with 0 furniture no bed for some months. all we had were 3 flashlights and some fans. the clothes we had on. a few blankets. not even lighting. when it got dark it got dark. extended family helped halfway until my dad worked enough to buy a bed. and turn on water and lights. this was all in 2008. maybe why i had 4 hospital stays and then got sent to residential.

hes all i have.
im all he has.

...then he almost dies. twice. in 2010 and 2011...
i cant let him die...
ok.

its just..idk.
i just got informed that i might be dropped from insurance.
i cant leave my dad...
cant..