Best wishes to you! I'm sorry you are having that anxiety, anxiety sucks! I don't know that I have advice, but I know posting your feelings is a good thing to do! I will be thinking of you at your appointment tomorrow, and hope it goes well for you!
I trust you are, as you say, good at what you do!
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
“If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.