I do too, but I am kind of a weirdo.

You do need to start on the inside. I feel like that too a lot of the time, even with my bf. I know he loves me but comments on my looks a LOT. That coupled with my eating disorder, recipe for something. People comment on my size a lot too, and it's a bad thing. It's almost like a reward for my anorexic victories.

I don't know where you start. I think you start with appreciating your own beauty with out all the add-ons, makeup and stuff. Plus the Ed thing. That must have an impact somewhere here.

I'm glad you want to help yourself, I think sometimes when we have done a lot of the work on ourselves, someone special will come along.. Someone who appreciates who we are and how we got here.