I'm not totally sure about the therapist. We've had a bit of a fight because she was trying to turn my Individual Therapy into Family Therapy and I don't get on well with my parents. So I honestly don't know what's going to happen. I haven't really seen her in about four weeks. I don't know if she'll see me anymore since I refused to stay in the room for Family Therapy with her I don't even know if I can trust her. That's a big part of what triggered my anger, and thus my SI. I fluctuate between rage and overwhelming sadness about it.