It is usual for me to want to be up all night sometimes depending how I feel. I'm wired like that, and I drink a lot of coffee/energy drinks and smoke so, I've got a good amount of stimulants circulating let alone Wellbutrin. I'm terribly unhealthy and I'm not properly medicated.

I don't take Seroquel daily but, I do take it quite often, when I'm super anxious, racy minded and it is unpleasant like or when I clue in that despite not wanting to sleep, I should be sleeping. Seroquel makes me drowsy. I did end up taking it at 6 am and slept for about 5 or 6 hours so, there's that.

Emotionally I feel like crap today. Completely all over the place, up and down and both at the same time, apathetic in some respects anxious as hell in others, again. I was off meds for a short bit because I couldn't afford them (I'm really not as broke as I am, just my money doesn't go to basic needs or anything really, I get impulsive like) and then I was just lazy. I'm tired but, I don't want to sleep, I just want to sit here feeling sorry for myself feels good right now like right after puking when you're nauseated.