BP makes me go bat shi t crazy some times but it's always been me. I can "be" crazy at times but it comes and goes. I AM and hopefully will always be my ED it's a majority of who I am. I haven't given up nearly as much for my bipolar as my ED. So to sum it up BP is something that just makes life a bit more interesting and I have it instead of it having me but ED IS me it's part of my identity.