Forgive me if I am being too profane however something that never even occurred to me could happen, happened today. I am female and have had heterosexual relationships my whole life and look what I have gone and done, fallen for a girl. This doesn't make sense, am I just being hypersexual? No. I know the answer to that. I actually have feelings for her. Seeing how I am a part of a large church community, this is not going to go over well with a lot of people. But if you care about someone and you want to be with them, why not? But can I truly do that? I don't know what to think anymore, all these things just seem to keep coming up and I feel like I have no control over any of it...