((((frogslegs))))

I think you will find there are a lot of supportive people around here. I know I'm scared too. I tend to question everything now. I wonder if stuff I did was me or the bp. Its confusing, but I've learned you can't dwell on that or it won't get you anywhere. I give you props for not running anymore and for getting help. I know that was one of the hardest things for me to do. Its a big step. I wish you the best of luck on your assessment. Keep posting