Thank you BlessedRhiannon! I don't know if it's just my mind or what. Maybe it's because I didn't know what I was getting myself into. She asked me why I am afraid to talk to her and I couldn't tell her why. I don't even know why!!! All I know is I feel like I should dress undercover just to walk in and out of there so no one sees me. I have to give myself a pep talk before on the 20 min drive to the office.
When I left yesterday.. I said people actually come in here willing to talk to you? She said oh yea they feel better when they do too.. All I could think was are you serious??
I guess it comes down to I just admitted the physical and sexual abuse and still can't believe I am having to see someone??