Still not sure about the whole Bipolar thing. I am confused and anxouise about the whole thing. I live in the depression stage and nothing else right now. Except for yesterday and a great feeling of being normal again until I went home after work. Today I don't have that feeling anymore. I hate the emotional rollar coaster its driving me insane and want to be stable. I crave for stability. often find myself wanting to cry but nothing comes out of my tear ducts.