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Hi KJ. I'm not too far from you. I'm a midwest girl too  Sometimes couples go through things and say things they don't mean. Are you sure he is sure about living by himself? I know you said that your family lives far away but is there any way that you can move to be closer to them and for them to help you? If the relationship is over, see your doc, get your meds to get yourself stable to where you are thinking clearly, rationally, and as mentally healthy as you can. This is and will be a hard time for you leaving you stressed which we all know will only worsen your condition and situation. Stay calm, try to think positive, get your meds, and see what your options are as far as where you will live. Reach out to family if you can. Everything is hitting you at once and that spells trouble. Get your meds ASAP and start planning your future...
If you are you know what, then yes I would say to ask for meds that will help you. Whether that be Lithium or something else...
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