I haven't had a lot of time to work with my T yet, but this resonates with me. Last session we were going over what appeared to be indicated from some of the diagnostic testing he had me take just before my session. (Of course I'm crazy curious, so I've been trying to figure out what test I took- he had it on the computer. I'm pretty sure it was a streamlined MMPI.) Anyway, as he was reviewing the results, he got to one point and his demeanor seemed to change slightly. Ever so slightly. He got quiet and seemed to read whatever analysis the test had given several times. I am nearly sure I heard him take a deep breath and say to himself "wow, that's complex." Then he sat back in his chair and his voice got quieter as we continued. It kind of freaked me out a bit, so I was like "what?" And he nonchalantly said it indicated that there was some depth there for us to explore. So I'm like thinking, dude, I really wish I knew what you were really thinking just then. But I have a feeling I'll never know exactly what thought had crossed his mind. I don't normally read too much into things but of course now I'm imagining all kinds of things he could have been thinking like "woah...most screwed up patient ever!" LOL Not really. But when you're not sure what their emotions and thoughts are, it kind of makes you wonder!