i keep thinking about two months ago
when i was in.
i tried to up and leave (which is why i went voluntary in the first place)
they said "ok let me call the doctor"
they came back and said "the doctor doesnt think your ready. so you can either become involuntary or be court-ordered"
i was like " wow"
then they said "OR you can appeal it" or said something about taking it back.
im like "FFFFFF...ill take it back"
JEEZ.
F**K


i think about the hospital a lot because im so scared of it.
ill do everything up til certain meds to stay out.
i try to be elusive about some things or all depending which.
and im positive i know all the tricks?...but sometimes it evades me.
and i end up in.