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Originally Posted by newtus
i keep thinking about two months ago
when i was in.
i tried to up and leave (which is why i went voluntary in the first place)
they said "ok let me call the doctor"
they came back and said "the doctor doesnt think your ready. so you can either become involuntary or be court-ordered"
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My son had that exact same thing happen to him.
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i think about the hospital a lot because im so scared of it.
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Scary things tend to get our attention. Our brains are wired to focus on danger so we can keep ourselves safe. Sometimes our brains go into overdrive, though.
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ill do everything up til certain meds to stay out.
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I know. Pat Deegan talks about learning the terrain of her psychosis. She says she learned that certain trains of thought were like a tractor beam pulling her back to psychosis. She had to avoid going there.
http://www.madnessradio.net/madness-...sonal-medicine
That's why I worry about you chasing planes around with a video camera or sitting up all night trying to stop time with your mind. It doesn't seem wholesome somehow. It seems like it's going to lead somewhere you don't want to go and you may have a hard time finding your way back without outside help.
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and im positive i know all the tricks?...but sometimes it evades me.
and i end up in.
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Are the tricks your coping strategies?