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Originally Posted by jaypop30
I thought yesterday was to good to be true. I thought I finally reached a normal stable point. I was laughing, smiling, and cracking jokes. I was MYSELF for one day. Now I am back to high anxiety and depression that is making me sick. Head is foggy making me unable to think. All I want to do is leave work climb into bed and never come out of my room. I will be leaving on a leave of absence really soon on May 22nd which I so long for. This stupied meds have not kicked in yet and who is to say they are the right ones for me. I feel that they have slipped me into a dark state of mind or perhaps that its just my disorder taking over.
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Yesterday may have been a glimpse into whats to come with your new meds. How long have you been on them and what are they? Just remember we can find a med that makes us feelbetter most of thetime. We will still have bad days now and then just like people without mi. Sounds to me like meds are trying to level just not there yet. Make sure you take them at the same time as you did yesterday. The time you take is important and taking them on a regular routine same time everyday is pretty important too. I know its hard I still forget and I have been on them a few years. I remember when i can tell i havent taken them but by then its too late to save the day.
Hope your meds level out soon and yourback to laughing and being yourself again real soon. Today may just be a bad day, so dont get discouraged. Hugs to you :-)


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