Hankster, you cracked me up! Thanks -- I needed that. Yes, please, let me know if she ever gets to the point.

PL -- I feel like this time I may actually disappear. I may actually get down to a weight that is lower than I've ever been as an adult. I'll admit that I'm willing to hang on to whatever neuroses allow this to happen. Then when I get down to a tiny speck (for me -- not an ana. tiny speck) I'll go ahead and safely examine all the fat stuff.