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i have trichotillomania which is sometimes seen as a form. but just adding that.
i started cutting at 13. done it for years. still do. even til this age. 21.
i went on to punching myself
then. i went on to jumping off stuff.
it started over small bushes and not breaking my fall.
then jumping off stuff like a backyard shed. 10 ft high.
not breaking my fall.
i always wanted to try my house. because its only 1 story.
not to much higher.
im afraid. but idk.
i just needed to spill my guts.