Im going to throw out a few things and maybe see if you guys can relate to me, please
-trying to jump out of a moving truck and thought if I just tucked and rolled I would land on my feet
-Popular but would go to the dark side often without contact with friends for months
-clingy to boyfriends then super standoffish
-hitch hiking just for fun
-a lot of drugs and booze
-one night stands, 3 in one week was the most
-going from feeling super ugly to then feeling like every guy wants me from dr's to lawyers to police officers
-major rages against my mom, calling her ugly names
-there is no talking during arguements when I am hyper, its yelling
-randomly dancing and screaming songs until the shakies stop
-go from sleeping or at least laying in bed for months on end then as soon as summer comes I can't stop going for most of it
-**** moving that is supposed to be still
-paranoia and over-reacting (possibly ptsd I think)
-a long time with no sex drive then boom I could F*&k non-stop
-coming up with business ideas in my head and get clients then don't call them back cuz Im bored with it already
-taking classes in school and get there and think I am above all this and leave school
-kids are the funnest ppl to be around then can't stand their noise and have to go hide from them to get some calm...many times thruout the day
-cheating, lying and stealing just for the hell of it
Thanks all I can think of right now lol.