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Originally Posted by Roadie
If you just feel the need to be in touch here, here we are. But please know that jumping from 1-story buildings will hurt you a lot and might kill if you hit right sensitive part. Mostly it's for sure just going to break a bunch of bones and hurt. Please don't put yourself through this!
I dont know very much about SI but do understand that it sometimes can be calming as an alcoholic (like me) will find a swallow of scotch from a bottle. But it just leads to the need for more--it's no answer.
Do you have a T you've worked with? Can you/do you still connect?
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yea just posting really i mean.
thats why i jump.
the pain. i like the pain. i want that pain so i can the mental pain. yea...
i want to be immobile. i want to be dead.
but anyway rambling now.///
i dont have anything right now.
i quit therapy. that stuff doesnt help me.
im supposed to see a psychdoc soon
but i think im gonna try and back out of that actually.
if i can
its just you know...none of that stuff helps me.
ive been through meds and therapy since i was 13.
its kinda all bull for me.
because meds dont help. period.
therapy...
it just doesnt help.
my minds very cloudy right now.
i wish i did have some sort of alcohol right now.
i dont. dont worry. or any crap like that.
im just. here.
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Originally Posted by kindachaotic
(((((((Newtus)))))))
Don't know you but just wanted you to know someone also read your post & cares.
Please be safe. 
Chaotic  |
thanks i do need that.