This feeling like everyone's happy and successful, save for me of course. There are people in my life who are currently having kids, getting engaged, graduating, going out for summer, all these wonderful things.

And then there's me.

I try to make things better, try to go out, try to do well in school. But it all seems to fall flat. And after so many failures, it just comes to a point where I don't even want to try anymore.

I want to be happy for the people in my life. I want to feel happy about my own life as well, not feel frustrated whenever somebody else has something good going on.