amandalouise you said something interesting to me, I was in a session and one of my protectors stepped in. I remember his deminor, the sound of his voice, but I wasn't able to do anything. I didn't feel like I was being pushed aside or that he was in front of me. We were there together, he was in control and I could hear everything, not act, just hear everything that was going on. I wasn't looking at myself from outside myself, I was there and he was there but he was in control. Is that co conciousness? It was a very different experience than usual. Even after the session he was enjoying the air and sun. I had to take a quick nap before I could drive. It was a better feeling than when I feel pushed aside. It was the first time I ever felt like that. And it was the first time I met him and heard his voice. I still remember nearly everything about that session.