Sometimes I find myself stunned at the date on the calendar. Recently I "woke up" to whicever one of me I was at the time, and realized that it was 2012. It felt like it was still a year or more ago.
I find myself doing that after switching from someone to someone else etc.
It still trips me out because I am not always aware of the fact I am someone else.
I don't even know which me is the main me anymore because we all think we are the OG owner...
I think I lost her somewhere inside me...
When she grows up, she can come out and I will be coconscious with her and we can drive our body together. lol

well, other than apparently wanting to rant, I just want to know
where the time goes, as in, who stores the memories and why are they all divided up into different mini brains for the other me's to not be able to access?

Why are we sharing the same brain, yet it seems to be all divided up like this?
will the parts ever merge, and if they do, will my alters "die"?

I am a confused one atm.