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Old May 17, 2012, 06:55 AM
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Originally Posted by cocoabeans View Post
I always forget to eat! I can be hungry and then get distracted and hours will go by.

Sometimes I find myself almost passing out and have to think back, when did I eat last?

Once I passed out, went to a clinic and was made to feel like a total idiot because first thing she asked was, what did you eat today? Uh...oh no! nothing, I had some cola? And yesterday? And I remembered I hadn't eaten in like 2 days! Duh!

So stupid!
I do this a lot when I am feeling better and up off the couch. When I am not depressed I will go days without eating before I realize whoa I need some food cause I am about to pass out. I also struggle with an eating disorder. I literally have a love hate relationship with food. I love to eat but feel very upset with myself for eating. I always feel guilty if I eat a meal and feel full. Its a strange thing I know but thats how I am. I get disgusted with myself with every bite. Eating disorders are awful. I wish I could make all those thoughts go away. It turned one eating disorder into another and then for a long while I was also bulimic. Just a viscous circle of unhealthiness. What I was getting at though is that since I have had and eating disorder since I
was probably 14 maybe even younger, I have no problem going several days without food. Sometimes it actually makes me feel good not to eat at all for days. You eventually get so used to it that you actually enjoy that empty feeling. Its awful to say that I know. So please just be careful. Make sure you do eat, I would hate to see you develop something like this. I wouldnt wish it on anyone.
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