Lately I have had some problems with hearing the noise in my head. Whatever, that I can handle. It's harder to function but I can still work through it with some effort.

The thing thats bothering me is the fact I can't think. I have always been a very logical person, and very analytical, but lately it's just so hard. I am thinking things that don't make sense, and the things that should make sense just seem so confusing and wrong. I don't know if this is making sense.

What's worse is that I can't communicate any of this for some reason. It's hard to find words that fit this feeling...even typing this it just doesn't sound right. I feel like words, and sentences and language just aren't enough to explain this feeling. I don't know if anything really could explain this.

I guess my paranoia has been setting in lately too. Going outside is getting difficult because I think I am being watched, and just sitting in my house I have to close windows/blinds to feel a little bit better. I am just so uncomfortable in my body and mind right now.

I guess I just needed to rant. Or maybe to try and explain. I don't know.