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I don't know where else this goes but I am so frustrated! I There are so many sick scary things that go on in this worldand all I ever want to do is fix it. I have this aching, nagging feeling that I should be the one to fix the world. That if I only had the chance, I could fix all of the problems. How? I don't know but the feeling doesn't go away. I just want to fix everything.
I get so frustrated at all of the selfish ignorant people that are so rude and hurtful. It makes me want to slap them until they realize what they are doing. I just want to move to Antartica and start my own country, a country free from abuse, free from theft, free from anger, crime, prejudice, just a place where everyone can take care of eachother and themselves, a place where everyone gets along, where everyone loves everyone and no one wants to cause pain...
Antartica, it's always been my dream. I've always felt that way. A country free from people would be the only way to see this actually happen. Anyone else ever feel this way?
I just don't get why people have to be so horrible, why every time I turn on the news there is a heart breaking triggering story. Why can't a day pass where someone is not being hurt?
If you're like me and believe in heaven, I guess that will be the place when I leave this world. But I just wish there was a place here on Earth. A place to escape all of this pain hatred and sickness. I wish I owned Antartica, population would probably only be 10, but it would be the best 10 people you know.
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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