Who knows what might happen if I get manic again? I'm not worried about another affair, there's no one immediately available even if I wanted to, but I don't want to ruin the progress I've made toward rebuilding my marriage. She said she wants to see how I handle another mania before she'll truly commit to the marriage again - what if I screw it up?

What can I do to stop this? I'm scared! Help!!![/quote]

I'm sorry your having a hard time. I often worry my bipolar will ruin my marriage bc when I'm manic I go off on my husband.

Good Luck!

Peace,

TnT