I wasn't sure where else to post this so I thought this would be good. Okay a little history. I have been abused numerous times, in numerous ways from 2-17. I am now 37. I have kind of an odd thing that has happened to me. I have three different personalities inside me, they have different names, different mannerisms, different voices, different ages not to mention the different personalities evoke different emotions from me...ie Tigress-adult (makes me afraid, she is overbearing and controlling)...baby-4 (makes me feel silly and playful) and Katherine-16 (makes me feel grownup like someone is standing up for me) The thing is this is NOT MPD, or DID as I do not blackout or anything like that when the personalities switch. My T says based on the way I grew up, I just see the differences more distinctly than most people. I do know that all these personalities are just me, but the feelings evoked are so real and can send me into a panic very quickly. So I am wondering is this an offshoot of my PTSD or something different entirely? Does anyone else know what I am talking about?
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