I'm sorry Bow, that sucks. You need to have a healthy outlet for the mania. And I think that would be a good thing for you. Does seem unfair too. Since she wants you to handle the mania better. I understand you not wanting to push it. Do you have any other hobbies, or something you've wanted to try to learn ? Maybe try to think of some that are low budget, that you could do in your own space.

I don't know about you but I really have to fill up my time when I'm manic, I've been doing it for years and have kept myself out of any trouble except for spending. I still have a hard time with that.