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Originally Posted by gma45
It's not sobriety I fear it is life! Still wondering if it is to late? I don't feel like I am making any progress and I don't have time to waste, just can't get motivated. I think my anxiety makes people dis like me. I wish I could relax around people. I can't make friends. I am too tired.
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perhaps your treatment team can help with your anxiety concerns. i have depression and said to my T years ago,"i don't do life well." so in my case therapy really helped to learn coping skills for my moods and anxiety along with meds. i use AA too to keep that demon at bay. both have changed my perception and today i feel i can live quite well. ahh solutions. perhaps my suggestions may help you too, gma. thanks for your posting re this. 
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