it feels like im a diff person some times from manic (a child, [extreme energy and impulsive]) to depressed (an older person [sluggish, irritable, grumpy, tired all the time and slow])

Yes this is what it feels like me for too! My Tigress is angry and mean, my baby is impulsive and energy, playful, my Katherine is no nonsense, mellow.......Like yesterday I shared on here part of my story growing up and it triggered me...and baby came out to play.....I know it is directly linked to triggers....like if someone tries to get too close Tigress will come out and run them off........anyway, I am just really trying to figure this all out. I have lived this way for so long. Thank you so much for the response it's nice to know you are not being ignored....