I have a teeny spark of hope that lives inside me. I mean you need the Hubble Telescope to actually see the tiny spark.

But I feel as if I need to work on myself first and get to a good (better) place before I put myself out there.

I hope I will be better equipped and a much better version of me, so I can handle anything that comes my way (let's face it. relationships are not always picnics in the park )

It's funny (interesting), though, because I am starting to think I would have NEVER been with the men I was with had I been a healthier version of me (not to say they weren't wonderful, because they were. I loved them very much and thought the world of them).

As for timing...I have no idea. I guess I'll know it's the right time when I think, "hey, I am going to go out".